Pictures
I hate taking pictures. I've spent the majority of my adult life trying to get over the past and move on. The last thing I need lying around are visual remnants of memories to remind me. It never fails, whether I'm going through my phone or cleaning out a drawer, the perfect picture pops up at the most inopportune time.
An Examination of Some of the Recent Comments I Have Received
My blog has been visited by a strange phenomenon. More on that in a second. First, there's something you should know.
I take my comments very seriously. You have no idea how great it feels to find an honest comment about something I've written. It doesn't happen very often, and it's usually only a select few (I love you all, dearly), but when it does...it makes my fucking day.
But lately, I've been getting some unusual ones. It started out perplexing enough.
12/30/09
Entry: "Great Moment on OK Cupid 3"
Comment: hello........................................-by 愉悅.
Now, this brings up some questions. Who is this 愉悅? Why did he follow his hello with a link to a porn site in his/her many ellipses? Very odd. Maybe just a very excited fan.
2/16/10
Entry: "Just a Taste"
Comment: 很用心的blog,推推哦 ........................................ -by 皮東
Why, yes, 皮東. It is a blog. Good for you.
3/09/10
Entry: "Harbinger Ch. 10: We interrupt this broadcast"
Comment: 變天了~~注意身體，別感冒囉！ ........................................-by 天天影片
Really? You're writing in hieroglyphics now? What the fuck am I supposed to do with that?
4/03/10
Entry: "Following Footsteps?"
Comment: your artical is so funny!! it make me so happy!!........................................-by 雅惠
Now I'm starting to get creeped out. This particular "artical" was not so funny. Not even a little bit. I know it's just a spammer, but it's fucking with my head a little bit. Why are there so many ellipsis? Is the porn site really that big?
And it never stops.
Beauty, unaccompanied by virtue, is as a flower without perfume...................................................
(They're getting classier now)
Virtue dwells not in the tongue but in the heart. ............................................................
(I kind of liked that one)
It takes all kinds to make a world.............................................................
(It takes dif'rent strokes, it takes dif'rent strokes to rule the world)
the best as always thanks............................................................
(My ego still allowed me to enjoy this one)
But I'll leave you with the last one I received. The post this one was left on was my latest self pitying diatribe. (I'm better now! The joys of being manic!) In this post I said that I'd take a break from writing and didn't want to share what was going on in my head anymore. This is what 韋以韋以 had to say about that.
GOOD IDEA~thanks............................................................
Mr. 韋以韋以, you're a right prick, but I've gotta give that one to you. Well played, sir. Well played.
I take my comments very seriously. You have no idea how great it feels to find an honest comment about something I've written. It doesn't happen very often, and it's usually only a select few (I love you all, dearly), but when it does...it makes my fucking day.
But lately, I've been getting some unusual ones. It started out perplexing enough.
12/30/09
Entry: "Great Moment on OK Cupid 3"
Comment: hello........................................-by 愉悅.
Now, this brings up some questions. Who is this 愉悅? Why did he follow his hello with a link to a porn site in his/her many ellipses? Very odd. Maybe just a very excited fan.
2/16/10
Entry: "Just a Taste"
Comment: 很用心的blog,推推哦 ........................................ -by 皮東
Why, yes, 皮東. It is a blog. Good for you.
3/09/10
Entry: "Harbinger Ch. 10: We interrupt this broadcast"
Comment: 變天了~~注意身體，別感冒囉！ ........................................-by 天天影片
Really? You're writing in hieroglyphics now? What the fuck am I supposed to do with that?
4/03/10
Entry: "Following Footsteps?"
Comment: your artical is so funny!! it make me so happy!!........................................-by 雅惠
Now I'm starting to get creeped out. This particular "artical" was not so funny. Not even a little bit. I know it's just a spammer, but it's fucking with my head a little bit. Why are there so many ellipsis? Is the porn site really that big?
And it never stops.
Beauty, unaccompanied by virtue, is as a flower without perfume...................................................
(They're getting classier now)
Virtue dwells not in the tongue but in the heart. ............................................................
(I kind of liked that one)
It takes all kinds to make a world.............................................................
(It takes dif'rent strokes, it takes dif'rent strokes to rule the world)
the best as always thanks............................................................
(My ego still allowed me to enjoy this one)
But I'll leave you with the last one I received. The post this one was left on was my latest self pitying diatribe. (I'm better now! The joys of being manic!) In this post I said that I'd take a break from writing and didn't want to share what was going on in my head anymore. This is what 韋以韋以 had to say about that.
GOOD IDEA~thanks............................................................
Mr. 韋以韋以, you're a right prick, but I've gotta give that one to you. Well played, sir. Well played.
I'm Now Getting Over Self Pity 37% Faster!
My apartment is so quiet now.
Sometimes, I like to turn everything off, close my eyes and listen to the cacophony of the world outside.
It's filled with an unending wail of sirens, people screaming and the occasional gunshot.
It almost sounds like the world is ending.
And it makes me wonder how long it'd take me to notice if it did.
Sometimes, I like to turn everything off, close my eyes and listen to the cacophony of the world outside.
It's filled with an unending wail of sirens, people screaming and the occasional gunshot.
It almost sounds like the world is ending.
And it makes me wonder how long it'd take me to notice if it did.
This is the present I gave to myself.
A couple of years ago, my ex-girlfriend gave me genital herpes and it put me in the mental hospital. There. I fucking said it.
Back in spring, I learned she had been with another guy for an entire year, she still hadn't told him she was a carrier AND they had unprotected sex. I didn't care that she was with another guy, but I couldn't let the fact that he didn't know go. It just wasn't right. So, I made a fake facebook page, with a name that would let her know it was me without actually saying so, and told him everything. She convinced him that it was a lie and they now live together.
I tried my best to save him.
In the last 36 hours my room mate not only managed to royally fuck me over, but also drop out of our lease agreement a mere three months from when it was up and two weeks before the first of the month. I was so close.
This morning, his girlfriend came to me and asked me if I thought she could trust him. I then proceeded to tell her everything. I also told her that she could do better, she deseved better than him. Right now they're both sitting on the couch watching a movie together. She didn't listen either.
I'm sick of trying to save people.
But, here's the thing. I've got one more secret to tell and it's a motherfucker. The retaliation of which could probably ruin me, if done right. But it still needs to be told, because it involves the safety of a small child. So, what do you say?
Should I try and save one more?
Also, yesterday was my birthday and another ex-girlfriend of mine wasn't there. I did everything we had planned together, alone.
And that makes me sad.
Back in spring, I learned she had been with another guy for an entire year, she still hadn't told him she was a carrier AND they had unprotected sex. I didn't care that she was with another guy, but I couldn't let the fact that he didn't know go. It just wasn't right. So, I made a fake facebook page, with a name that would let her know it was me without actually saying so, and told him everything. She convinced him that it was a lie and they now live together.
I tried my best to save him.
In the last 36 hours my room mate not only managed to royally fuck me over, but also drop out of our lease agreement a mere three months from when it was up and two weeks before the first of the month. I was so close.
This morning, his girlfriend came to me and asked me if I thought she could trust him. I then proceeded to tell her everything. I also told her that she could do better, she deseved better than him. Right now they're both sitting on the couch watching a movie together. She didn't listen either.
I'm sick of trying to save people.
But, here's the thing. I've got one more secret to tell and it's a motherfucker. The retaliation of which could probably ruin me, if done right. But it still needs to be told, because it involves the safety of a small child. So, what do you say?
Should I try and save one more?
Also, yesterday was my birthday and another ex-girlfriend of mine wasn't there. I did everything we had planned together, alone.
And that makes me sad.
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